George Charles Garman 09/09/09 to 01/29/10

January 29, 2010 our world was turned upside down when our 4 month old little boy earned his wings after a battle with Mitochondrial Disease and awoke in the Lords loving arms.

"Life can not be measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away."

George's Guardian's of Grace Projects

Stocking project is now in full force collecting donations. We have a list of the items we can use. You can also choose to sponsor a stocking in memory or honor of someone else. We will include a paragraph or two in the cards we place in the stockings to let the recipient know about the person that means so much to you. Our paypal account is posted on this page and ready to take donations. Email us for a list of items needed or with any questions or information you would like included on a sponsored stocking/donation.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

God I Miss You!

I sit here thinking of how long it has been since I watched you die.  My heart is so very heavy and I miss you more than words can say!  No one knows how bad I hurt sometimes.  I've gotten so good at keeping it all inside and putting on my happy face.  It hurts so bad to pretend like I am happy when inside I am crying.  Life is nothing like I wanted it to be and I have no control over that.  It hurts when I hear people judge me when they have not walked my shoes and have no real idea how hard it is.  Nothing is fair when your child dies and you did nothing to warrant this kind of pain.  I can't even look at your picture without wanting to cry and right now I miss more than ever our house.  No one understands how much it hurts to loose it.  It was like loosing you all over again because this was the only place you knew as home and the only place I really have memories with you.  They feel it is better for us to move forward but it isn't the case and moving and having to have a happy face on now almost 24/7 makes this even harder to handle.  The pain can be so bad that I want to explode inside but can't...instead I have to wait until night when I cry myself to sleep.  There isn't anything in the world that I wouldn't give to have you in my arms again.  I miss you more than you will ever know.  Sending you kisses to heaven because I can't give them to you myself:o(

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Video Tributes/Celebration of Life Footage

Here is a link to a video tribute that was made by Richard's dad in memory of George. Get out your tissues!!/video/video.php?v=1360981185308&ref=mf

We Finally have footage from the service up and running:!/video/video.php?v=1368692138077&ref=mf!/video/video.php?v=1368733099101!/video/video.php?v=1368770540037

It is in 4 sections running about 17 mins each. If you were unable to attend, you can now see what you missed. We were so blessed to have everyone there with us in person and in spirit!

Me With My Prince Charming In Front of the Castle

Me With My Prince Charming In Front of the Castle