Our Angel Mito Monkey: We hurt...

George's Guardian's of Grace Projects

Stocking project is now in full force collecting donations. We have a list of the items we can use. You can also choose to sponsor a stocking in memory or honor of someone else. We will include a paragraph or two in the cards we place in the stockings to let the recipient know about the person that means so much to you. Our paypal account is posted on this page and ready to take donations. Email us for a list of items needed or with any questions or information you would like included on a sponsored stocking/donation.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

We hurt...

We hurt to think of our last moments we had with our baby.
We hurt knowing that we never got to say goodbye.
We hurt knowing we could not save his life.
We hurt as we replay those tragic moments over and over again.
We hurt because we know we couldn't have done anything else but wish we had.
We hurt knowing we cannot change anything.
We hurt knowing our children will forever be without their little brother.
We hurt knowing we will never hold our little boy again.
We hurt knowing that someone else had more say in his death then we did.
We hurt knowing what they did to our little boy after he died.
We hurt knowing we could not protect him.
We hurt knowing we will never see his smile again.
We hurt knowing we will never smell his sweet smell.
We hurt knowing that people we thought would understand don't.
We hurt feeling that we are so alone in a room full of people.
We hurt knowing that his things will never be used again.
We hurt wishing that we had another moment with him but know that we never will.
We hurt not having any "real" answers.
We hurt because it takes everything for us to just get up in the morning.
We hurt because celebrations were once filled with joy are now met with dread.
We hurt because we understand but hate the fact that this happened.
We hurt because we want to heal but are frustrated with the process.
We hurt knowing we will always have a piece of us missing.
We hurt because the pain we feel is the worst pain anyone could ever endure.
We hurt because nothing can ever take this pain away.
We hurt because our life has forever been changed and so have we.
We hurt knowing our dreams for him will never come true.
We hurt because we wish God had one more miracle just for our little boy that day, but he didn't.

We hurt...

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Matthew 25:35

For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in; 36naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.’ 37“Then the righteous will answer Him, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You something to drink? 38‘And when did we see You a stranger, and invite You in, or naked, and clothe You? 39‘When did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’ 40“The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me.’ 41“Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels; 42for I was hungry, and you gave Me nothing to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me nothing to drink; 43I was a stranger, and you did not invite Me in; naked, and you did not clothe Me; sick, and in prison, and you did not visit Me.’ 44“Then they themselves also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not take care of You?’ 45“Then He will answer them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to Me.’ 46“These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Obituary

George Charles Garman of Lumberton, born September 9, 2009, awoke in the Lord's loving arms on Friday, January 29, 2010. He was a beloved infant-son, brother, grandson, nephew, and light to all during his time on Earth, and his beautiful smile and infectious laugh continue to live on in the memories of all who knew him. The gifts he bestowed upon everyone he encountered are especially recalled fondly by his parents, Hugh and Nicole Garman (Arnao), brothers, Richard, Joshua, and Michael, grandparents, Michael and Barbara Arnao, and Alice and the late Frank Garman, and his great-grandparents Charles and Catherine Arnao and the late George and Frieda Miller. While the four short months he shared with his loved ones were made all too brief due to his fight with Mitochondrial Disease, his memory will live on forever. A celebration of George's life will be held on Saturday, February 13, 2010. Calling hours will be from 12:00-2:00 PM at St. Martin in the Fields Episcopal Church, 489 Main St., Lumberton, NJ 08048. A celebratory service will begin at 2 PM with a reception following. In lieu of flowers, the family welcomes donations made in George's name to The Joshua Garman Special Needs Trust c/o J. Robert Steelman 1117 Lambert Dr., Westhampton, NJ 08060. Condolences may be sent to www.koschekandporterfuneralhome.com